Being 2-3cm dilated and having contractions more frequently & consistently just add up to make me a ticking time bomb! I am so ready yo have this baby and finally meet him, have my body back, and move on with life! So any time he wants to come is a goid time for me!
I'm so paranoid i have the bags packed and in the car for each person like it's an emergency! There's a bag for me, andrew, matt, will & jake! Everybody has the stuff they'll "need" for when the fun begins and the plan needs to be put into action. It's kinda exhausting for me to live every day like it'a the day. So tomorrow i'm going to try not to worry about it and just live! Heck! Might even get to see a special preview for season 2 of "downton abbey"! That would be the best!
